1st post in 2010

i dont really know what to espress here.

"kebebasan bersuara"

ain't here.

i certainly

1.prefer diaries than blog

2.prefer ink than keyboards

3.prefer talking talking talking then typing typing typing

4.prefer not to express what i wanna say in blogs. refer to no.1

5.prefer to sleep than blogging

6.prefer to keep pictures i took in desktop than uploading it

7.prefer not to take any photos at all

8.prefer studying to finish my pesky homework and assignments first

9.prefer tokeep a low profile on what i do

10.prefer doing my own stuff than being commented.

thank you diary. bye bye bloggie. maybe we'll meet again someday.

oh well. maybe.

a round-up of what i did durin' the hols

the ORIGINAL plan :

50% studying
30% camps and stuff
10% shopping and hanging out with UNCLES AUNTIES
5% gym
5% sleeping

the REAL THING :

50% camps and stuff
40% sleeping
5% gym (the ONLY succeeded original plan)
5% shopping and hanging out
0% studying

GOSH GOSH GOSH
what a planner. what a doer. what a holiday. Break.

goodbye 2009.
hello SPM  my last school year.

I WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!!

for random reasons, for the sake of feelings,  for the love of GOD

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANTED TO SCREAM!!!!!

randomness

have u ever imagine the line "a word can affect a person's life"?
well, my life had been affected much by a couple of people

like from my dad "girl u must study hard"
so i  ASSUME i did.
like from my mum "CLEAM UP YOUR ROOM"
so i ASSUME i did too.
like from my brother " Deng!!"
so i start saying that word.
like from my sister "ooiih Jie dont so PI larh!!!"
so i ASSUME i didnt "pi" again.
like from best buddie ever, Judith "listening to too many people's opinion may made u lose a bit of yourself everytime"
so i start thinking like her
like from loh peng and conan "there's the one and only truth!!(in cantonese)"
like from ht chong "zhen shi de!!(vv chinese accent)"
like from junyeng :VERY FUNNY ARH"
like from joanne, oops, shukey lai "Hou guai song arh~"
so i start talking like them
like from vivian "LEE TEUKIE!!"
so i start "GEE GEE BABEE!!"
like from ah pe "ah yo AH GUA"
so i start calling yee suen "AH GUA!!"
like from zhi wei "u know.....blahblahblah and why?? blahblahblah"
so i start using her technique to communicate
like from yuen si "let your emotions flow"
so i did
like from yee sin and UL "i trust you"
so i tust myself too
like from GYLS "dont say the M-I-N-E word"
so i ASSUME i dont after the summit
like from Fee "dont say TRY. try means fail"
so i'll use TRY only when i wanna fail. OPPPSSS, so i DONT use that word THAT often.
like from Anand "you rock!"
so i'm a rock now. HUH?
like from Jen, Aliff, Bryan, Bob, Janna, Meiyan, Sabrina, Shya, Richard, Steph, Melvin : "UNCLE AUNTY!!(actually i was the one started that)"
so i start calling everyone uncle aunty

like from my grandma, "use EVERYTHING wisely. be resourceful but wise."
so i did.
rest in peace. i did, grandma, i WILL, i SHOULD, I DO.

thanks for everything, people.

Live like we're dying??

well to be honest i cant really make out what Mr Kris was trying to sing. but i can make out one thing : GOTTA LVE LIKE WE'RE DYING>>>

86,400 secs a day, wow. he really did made some calculations. if thats so.

TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM BEFORE ITS TOO LATE.
yo hear me? tell a friend now.

and i would like to tell these ppl :
- Judith
- Hui Ting
- Xin Ying
- Yee Li
- Jane Yi
- Wai Teng
- Teoh 2
- Oh Vivian
- Ong Birdo
- Poh2
- Boss
- Kar Yee
- Lei and gang
- Hayon
- and all those who crossed my path.

I LOVE YOU. =)) SARANGHE

RM20

at least i spent it wisely this time
had steamboat at momo's with

1. Cheong Jun Yeng (organiser)
2. Lee Xin Ying
3. Chong Hui Ting
4. Cheong Yee Li (suppose to be but in the end, she FONG FEI KEI. hrmmppphh)

we talked, and ate, and ate, ate ate ate ate ATE ATE till next morning we wont hafta have breakfats again
HAHA. literally yeah.
well it's been some time since we can sit down and talk. like, FRIENDS. maan i was so touched when i mention FRIENDS. cos finally friendships are restored. FINALLY.
first we took stuffs and campur all into the... the wok i think. then we did the usual steamboat thing : we waited and waited, and ate after waiting, and then take again, campur again. YOU GET THE IDEA
we talked about HT's <3, and then thats when i realised I ALSO FORGOTTEN LERH. my gawdd.
then we touched on the recent activities going on, what we're doing, stuff like that.
hmm, i dont think we have time to do the HEART TO HEART talk yet, but hey, i was so proud to have friends like that, and XIN YING VOICE WAS SO SEXAYYY. still she ate tom yam. AIYKS AIYKS

well am really looking forward to another gathering like that!! notify me when there's one folks!!!

2012

kind of a very hot topic these days huh?

*two thumbs up for the director and crew, and actors too*

and ht chong was, uhm. UHM. struggling with her mucus beside me throughout the movie. i was staring at the screen with a gapped expression. i mean, i REALLY HAD MY MOUTH OPEN. yeah. URGH.

so, the feedback for the movie :

1. everyone should start recycling now.

2. the black guy was HAWWTT

3. uhm. the scene when Satnam and family was not picked up for the ship? I CRIED. the moment when Satnam was kissing his lil' boy's forehead, with the killer waves behind them.when they knew their time had come, they're still blessed with the company of each family member. WOW.

4. i hate the big fat guy who only thinks of the stupid mission of keeping human population.

5. i dont quite like the Gordon guy. even though he can fly. WHAT a surprise. with specs on.

6. shasha is a guy's name in Russian? is it alexander? THANKS TO ONG BIRDO.

7. how the two pilots end up dying.i suppose it means a person's success means OTHERS sacrifice. we can NEVER be a lone ranger in life.

8. oh maan, we have only 3 years living.

9. I DONT WANNA DIE!!!

10. well, uhm, tell someone that he or she's important to you before its too late. like Harry was too late when he called his son. AWWW.

11. uhm, i think i'm gonna do that before year 2012. SCARY.

12. i would love to visit Tibet one day. beautiful place shown there. and the Lama is right, when we want something new, we must empty the old contains. something to do with change. MAKE THAT CHANGE.

13. i'm not ever switching on air-cons again. AGAIN.

14. i would run for president one day if m'sian leaders are still so NOOB in going green. HELL. so people if u dont wanna see my face on tv screens, GO GREEN. *i'm so not going to do this, urgh*

15. well, to all people out there, WE ARE EQUAL. i mean, the director shows status and money MAY define ur importance to, uhm, something. but when it comes to SOMEWHERE near end, we all are equal. see those two kids of Yuri? they lost their parents, and their driver(i forgot his name)'s family survived. HAHAA

please, please, please. i'm so not THAT desperate but at least i'm doing my job as a HUMAN telling the world to START realising how life is so dearly important. in all ways.

I WANNA WATCH 2012 AGAIN!!!!!!

we were warned.